long timeeee

hey guys, long time we didnt kinda met. i miss ya so much. 
well, u see that i saw my friends talking about blog then ive been inspired, to open my blog and start editing it. ya know um well yea.. 

i actualy, didnt have anything to talk about. i just get followed by JUSTIN BIEBER on twitter and it feels great that i got noticed by him and sort of. Jordan Jansen even following me on twitter. isn't it amazing? get followed by awesome singers around the world?

u see guys, i wanna tell you about something...
most of all, i kinda forget my ex. and it's easy to get rid of him you know, he's not a right boy for me. he's sucks all day and he's telling bad words and something just made me ill feel. ya know, SICK with his attitude and it's soooo annoying me. well forget about those "ex" thing that i didnt wanna discuss it with u guys.

move on ... 

i kinda LIKE a boy right now. and he's soo cute. but im still keeping it from my friends. yea only my 2 best friends know it so yea.
he's cute, he's having a nice attitude he's smart at my smart thing, he's having a same phone as me, so we can talk anytime like in black berry messenger. i LOVEEE HIM. he's some kinda boys that loves good attitude. and he prays for god, he go to church every week . so, i didnt get afraid of it. he doesnt smoke like everyone else doing in the class. yea sure my school is a bad school. most of my guy  friends are smoking. they go to toilet every break to smoke. didnt they think that they got the money to buy ciggaretes from their parents?
take a break, grow up guys.
well stop talking about the smoking guys, let's heading back to the topic 

you see, most of all, this guy is a BELIEBER . OMG i cant not love a boy that's a belieber.
belieber is a thing that justin fans called. it's amazing right?
all i like from this boy is he's got talent. in music in everything that i kinda like a boys are. and he's perfect. I totally fall for him but i think he wont respond. because all thing i know he likes a girl that pretty, sexy, have a nice hair, tall , and yea kinda perfect girl. but i dont care. i just like him and going to support whatever things he do and he will do later. 

yea, that's me and my love live. it always turns sucks and i never get a true love
but never say never . if i lead this life perfectly, great, and enjoy my live, maybe i'll get a True Love. 
im not supposed to think this right now because i still have a long line. this, is just a BEGINNING.

- anne  

MY FAVORITE BOOK

hey guys! :) 
today i got my First Step 2 Forever! 
yaay. thanks to lauryn and her boyfriend.
this is the pic <3

this is the front look

this is me and my book <3 love it so much!

this is the back look

yeah it's an awesome book. first i touched it, i already feel my bieber are so many in there. plus, it got a poster that i can kiss many times haha

yea let me tell you. 
i'm so crazy with bieber. yea i've got my bieber fever since last year. since his one time song released. and when my best cousin told me that in THIS WORLD bieber exist. 
imma VERIFIED BELIEBER from last 6 months. and i love bieber. i co own many acc such as quotes, and i have my own. but im not followed by justin yet on twitter. yea i hope i will be in this year. 

here's a tip to be followed by justin :) 

DONT SPAM IN JUSTIN'S MENTION

yea that's it <3 

JUSTIN BIEBER

is a talented guy that love's SOUR PATCH KIDS, haha it's a candy :) 

i love that too, and he loves his fan VERY MUCH so i'm not afraid to love him <3 

and i know that he always told us to NEVER SAY NEVER. 

that's all :) thanks guys for notice this post <3 cause i love today very much! 

oh yea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my BEST COUSIN too <3 

she had the best day ever! 

congrats sis! :*

ok, that's it

thanks again guys 

- anne - 

check it out

i love this sketch SO MUCH! ♥

as i was sayin, this sketch is SO AWESOME :) i don't even get bored to watch it many times haha. well, this sketch played by the members of sonny with a chance :) like sonny monroe and tony hart :) yeah their real names is Demi Lovato and Tiffanny Thornton 
they played as SABRINA and ALEXA :) 
this is the sketch :) but just a little ♥ i'll try to find another sketch ! :) 

this is their clothes

oh this is so cute :)

Annoyed Robber: Excuse me. How about checking out my groceries?

Sabrina and Alexa: Sure!

Alexa: Check out his cereal.

Sabrina: Check out his tuna panini.

Annoyed Robber: (sticks finger into jacket pocket) All right, drop the panini and give me all of your money!

Alexa: Check out greedy panini guy.

Sabrina: Check out his finger in his jacket.

Alexa: Check out his jacket!

Sabrina: Check out my jacket!

Alexa: Oh my gosh, check it out, I have the same jacket!

Annoyed Robber: I'm trying to rob you here!

Sabrina: Check out Mr. Pushy!

Alexa: Check out Mr. Pushy's pants.

Sabrina: His pants? Check out Mr. Pushy's...

Annoyed Robber: Ugh! Forget it!

Alexa: Check it out he was kinda cute.

Sabrina: Check you out he was a robber!

Alexa: Not a good one!

Sabrina: Right! Maybe he'll come back tomorrow.

Alexa: Ooh and then we can re-check him out. Check out dance?

Sabrina: Check out dance. 

it's really funny! :) u should watch it at SONNY WITH A CHANCE 

WIB : at 11:30 pm :) don't forget to watch! 

one day vacation !

hey guys! meet me here again tonite :) 
ahh, feels happy to had a holiday *walo cuman sehari doang but it's fun and relaxing :) 
i wanna have it again! 

well, my holiday turns out  GREAT . yea, we had it at TRETES :) *puncaknya surabaya. kalo jakarta tuh puncak tretesnya jakarta. haha tauk lah . weee lanjutt 
pertamanya gw tuh masih tidur ngantukk bener dah. tapi ya mau gimana, have to go to CHURCH yea, sth. then kita ke gereja semua. encek juga ikut haha. papa doang males. yaudah lah LOL. kita brangkat greja. waktu itu dresscode bagus, tp ga nyaman -,- pake dress pendek ada sabuk + leging and high kets waaa SALAH DRESS! 
but, it's okay lahh. coba aja dulu. tp orang2 ya ga heran sih ma dresscode gw. yang penting SOPAN lah ke greja. pada tau ga sih, kadang orang tuh gila. masa greja pake HOT PANTS ato ga HIGH WAIST wohh mau mejeng bukk ~ haha ga sopan bener. SO IMPOLITE. well back! 

abis greja, tadinya mau beli makan kaya burger ato BAKSO favorit gw di blakang. yahh saking mama bilang tadi " ayo ke tretes aja, makan bakso disana. kan enak baksonya pak danu " yaudah. after i think, i prefer to be patient.
trus gw pulang sampe rumah gw ganti dresscode haha. wear shirt yng panjangnya sampe siku . and hot pants. yah jelas gw mau comfortable di mobil LOL trus wear my red flat shoes. kebetulan shirtnya merah. yaa pake dehh haha. fun dehh 

trus WE GO! :D
pas brangkat, awalnya gw melek, eh tau2 ketiduran sendiri di mobil. cih, yaudah tau2 sampe aja di villa shanti lol itu villa gw dulu pas nginep waktu kecil sama si jojo and angel haha :) with their mothers and fathers ofc :) then, gw nunggu om gw disana, kaga dateng2. ternyata mereka pergi makan! damn, yauda kita nunggu setenga jam udah ditelfonin juga. -.- 
trus tau2 RAIN alias UJAN DERES BANGET johh ... it's making tretes more cold ! aaa mana jaket gw ketinggalan di rumah. *asshole.  keademen! 

the weird thing 
tau2 ada burung dateng ke kluarga gw haha :) kecil banget masih bayi <3 lucu 
yaudah gw ambil bawa pulang. katanya orang2 sih bawa hoki :D 
kita kasih nama " NEMYUU " LOL maksudnya nemu jadi gitu aja deh namanya lucuuuuu 

akhirnya om gw dateng terus si papa pergi cari baksonya 
eh GAADA! -.- yaudah deh akhirnya makan sate 
terus ke mojokerto, abis itu ngambil mangga
makan soto 


pulaanngg deeehh ~ 
it's fun 
tp lg capek ngetik :D haha ok bye!

nothing to post

i dont know what to post. dammit haha 
um, i just came back from PTC today. yeah i went there twice haha yea idk why. i dont wanna look my legs have a big calves :( 

i don't go to church rite now. cause my mom asleep and yea im tired so we don't go

anw, i don't think i just rejected a boy here. wow i rejected him twice yea i know how much it hurts. but i cant lie to my feelings. i have to be honest sth like that
i wanna be just free . don't wanna have some load haha. i prefer single now. it's more good and i can enjoy my life wif my friends. like my mom said " why r u dating? it's just gonna make u disappointed and feel hurt. and it's just wasting your time" yea she's right. don't ever waste your HIGH SCHOOL days :) it's important and hard to forget. high school is a place that we always keep our memories till dead that's zac efron said in the hsm3 movie. lol 


and i love twitter goes on now ~ 
i met @lalabelieberr there. then i be best friends with her. aww im so happy <3 
getting best ties wasn't easy :) 
and i love her so much!! :* :* 
as my best friend ofc. 

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anw, i don't get my go girl yet :( 

have to PTC again and buy some magz haha

this is the cover looks like 

it cost 25k

and i wanna get LOOKS magz too. i haven't read it but i will :) 

it cost 15k

haha, okay folks ! ;) time to goo -.-

GOOD BYE 

- anne - 

yesterday was fun

yesterday, was fun! i totally enjoyed yesterday. 

in the morning, i went to school. after arrived, i joked with my best best ties. and i was very lucky i didn't have any lessons. cause i had practice for today's dance competition at THR. yeah i practiced a lot so my body's sweating like shit and so sticky i hate that . next, i practiced and practiced till so hard and so tired yea im so powerfull! haha

we practiced till 5:30 pm. it's so late to go home, i went home with fredrik, then after i arrived, i realize that i didn't have any credit in my phone. argghh . so, it's time to use my flexy haha

not long from that, i got text from ladie and she said "  hey i got an idea for the costume, lets go to ptc and buy it, asap! " yea i couldn't reply that text cause yea u know, no credits making my day SUCKS 

and i realize i should call her. then i reach my home phone then i call ladie's house. 

after that, i call and i said " hey, should i call fred and vincent? we should ask if they would come."

and she replied 

" ok, um, yeah we should have our clothes BLAA BLAA BLAA ..... yea like that." 

i replied 

" k, now we should buy it right away!" 

oh no, i forgot! It's ALREADY NIGHT! it was about 7 pm. aa! i forgot! :( 

okay i tried to ask my mom for permission, and thank god my mom allowed me to go. ahaha

then, i called vincent but he can't go. his STNK is done. and couldn't be used anymore. yeah if he go, he'll get caught by the police

and then, ladie said that he will pick me up and go to ptc together. and we go, after we arrived, we met fredrik on the way we walked to citywalk 

the three of us went to matahari and searched some clothes  then, we found some but we confused to which one should we bought. then, we decided to call and text the teacher. and she replied " it's okay, choose whatever u like. and don't forget to buy the hand band too :) - leony and saly " 

they text us like that. yea then we bought the plain shirts haha it's just white and plain and clean hahaha :) 

then ladie asked us to eat, but i'm stuffed and fredrik too. then we went to kfc and bought some drinks.

next, we went to hoka hoka bento to accompany lady to ate some food. after that we played in amazone for a minute, then we went home :) 

 and when i looked at the clock it signed 9:15 pm. ha? it's so late ahaha 

but it's so fun! :) i wanna try again sometimes.

i got some photos but i dont wanna upload it. haha it's private 

okay? bye! see ya in the next post 

- anne -

how my love ends

this is how a story about how my love ends

i just broke up. is it funny or a bad thing or stupid thing that i just did ?

i cant say anything. all i can feel is pain and hurt . i thought im going to have a beautiful romance, happy couple, can hang out together *two of us and can have a special and good time. i don't understand WHY you just SAID that. i thought we'll be together till graduate . but i know im wrong

the story start from here

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i think he was different . i hate the new buu. but i realize that i didn't recognize him anymore. i thought maybe " yeah, i can hold my relationship longer than this, i have to think more. don't just think short and kinda stupid like this. "  i said that in my mind. we don't even text 3 DAYS. day 4, i was texting with him, until, i had to go to church and i text him like this 

" hun, i have tgt church. i'll text u later. yoc " 

then he didn't reply single letter for me.

then, i went home and i text 

"  hi i just got home "

he replied so long till i wait patiently on my bed. then, the watch just signed " it was 9.oclock" 

he replied my text and said 

" dear, sorry for late reply. my phone's low batt. um, i think that i can't make it anymore again, you should find someone else that more FIT to you.  i was always make you disappointed. you're always SAD if u're with me. i want us to just be friends. i don't wanna look you hurt like this forever. i just want u to be happy." 

what? i dont understand. he text me like that. then i replied 

" why you text like that?"

he answered 

"i feel you are different now. i just want us to be friend. like the first time we met. "

i replied again,

"i see. if that's what u want, i agreed. okay that now were broke up. i know now you like another girl. "

he replied 

" dear, i don't mean it like that. i totally dont have anyone to love. i just love you. i dont wanna look you sad and cried cause of me, i just wanna look u smile. not as sad as you be with me."

and i answered

" who said that!! i'm happy being with you!! " now what do u want? good break?"

he answered

"yea, i want us to be like the first time we met."

i answered

" are you sure about your decision?"

he answered

" why you ask that? im so sure, i feel that i always made u sad. i just want u to be happy.  bcs i love you "

i answered 

"okay so were broke up now"

he answered 

" yes. happy?"

i answered

" who said im happy? im crying!"

he answered

" why were you crying? you'd promised me never cry if we have problems."

i answered

" whatever. and i just wanna say sorry if i disturb your time this 2 months"

he said

" no youre not wasting my time. im the one should say sorry to you."

i said 

" yeah, whatever you said" 

that's the story 

i already told u guys. yeah im happy cause he understand :) 

youre the best boy i've ever have. thanks for accompanying me. 

anne