how my love ends

this is how a story about how my love ends

i just broke up. is it funny or a bad thing or stupid thing that i just did ?

i cant say anything. all i can feel is pain and hurt . i thought im going to have a beautiful romance, happy couple, can hang out together *two of us and can have a special and good time. i don't understand WHY you just SAID that. i thought we'll be together till graduate . but i know im wrong

the story start from here

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i think he was different . i hate the new buu. but i realize that i didn't recognize him anymore. i thought maybe " yeah, i can hold my relationship longer than this, i have to think more. don't just think short and kinda stupid like this. "  i said that in my mind. we don't even text 3 DAYS. day 4, i was texting with him, until, i had to go to church and i text him like this 

" hun, i have tgt church. i'll text u later. yoc " 

then he didn't reply single letter for me.

then, i went home and i text 

"  hi i just got home "

he replied so long till i wait patiently on my bed. then, the watch just signed " it was 9.oclock" 

he replied my text and said 

" dear, sorry for late reply. my phone's low batt. um, i think that i can't make it anymore again, you should find someone else that more FIT to you.  i was always make you disappointed. you're always SAD if u're with me. i want us to just be friends. i don't wanna look you hurt like this forever. i just want u to be happy." 

what? i dont understand. he text me like that. then i replied 

" why you text like that?"

he answered 

"i feel you are different now. i just want us to be friend. like the first time we met. "

i replied again,

"i see. if that's what u want, i agreed. okay that now were broke up. i know now you like another girl. "

he replied 

" dear, i don't mean it like that. i totally dont have anyone to love. i just love you. i dont wanna look you sad and cried cause of me, i just wanna look u smile. not as sad as you be with me."

and i answered

" who said that!! i'm happy being with you!! " now what do u want? good break?"

he answered

"yea, i want us to be like the first time we met."

i answered

" are you sure about your decision?"

he answered

" why you ask that? im so sure, i feel that i always made u sad. i just want u to be happy.  bcs i love you "

i answered 

"okay so were broke up now"

he answered 

" yes. happy?"

i answered

" who said im happy? im crying!"

he answered

" why were you crying? you'd promised me never cry if we have problems."

i answered

" whatever. and i just wanna say sorry if i disturb your time this 2 months"

he said

" no youre not wasting my time. im the one should say sorry to you."

i said 

" yeah, whatever you said" 

that's the story 

i already told u guys. yeah im happy cause he understand :) 

youre the best boy i've ever have. thanks for accompanying me. 

anne